Date:	2005-07-19 23:05
Subject:	Ordinary People
Security:	Public
Mood:	drained

JOHN LEGEND
"Ordinary People"

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Boys II Men
"U KNOW"

I heard you're gonna leave me
I've known it for a while
I wasn't naive to the news
My mind just couldn't walk that mile

I only see you with me
Cause I know the things you like
I know all that you believe
And all the plans of your life

So take a minute to understand me
To re-evaluate your mind
I'm everything you need
And in this world a good man is hard to find

And I know you'll miss me
When all is said and done
You'll think about this day
And then you'll realize I was the one

You know that all you need is in me and
You know that my love's all right and
Baby you know I can't be denied girl
You know, ooh you know, you know

Gave you all a man could give ya,
Made sure I found the time, to
Keep it all together, but the way you're
Treating me ain't right (can't understand) it

Why you're doing me the way you're
Doing, do you enjoy to see our love
Fade away

Can't face the world without ya
Can't even sleep at night
Gave you all that I treasured
And I tried to love you with all my might

And I know you'll miss me when all is said and done
You'll think about this day
And then you'll realize I was the one
You know

Date:	2005-07-18 12:27
Subject:	Cry me a river
Security:	Public
Mood:	aggravated
Music:	JT

"Cry Me A River"

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)

Cry me a river

GINUWINE
"World Is So Cold"

The world is so cold
Why did you leave me standing there
Alone in my shadow
Looking for your prescence
But it's not there

One thing's on my mind
The thought is having you
To have you next to me
Thats where you want to be, baby
You're a diamond, you're my world
Tell me where did you go, baby
How could you leave that night
And leave me all alone
Already the world is so cold

I'm lost and all alone
No doubt I'm miserable
Got much good love to give
Alone's no way to live, baby
You made me feel so whole
And now I've broke apart
I can't believe you're gone, baby
It tore apart my heart
The world is so cold, baby

(why did you leave me)
(I've never done anything to you, why did you leave me baby)
(ooh)
(There's already pain in my life)
(I didn't need no more from love)
(Now you've given me ?)

Yes you did

(why did you leave me)
(I've never did anything wrong to you)
(why did you)

The world is so cold
I miss you
The world is so cold
I love you
I don't understand why
What I've ever done to you

[Basics]
Name: Jill Hall
Age: 19
DOB: 11.19
Height: 5'4-5'5ish
Weight: i dont think uve EVER told me
Eye Color: Hazel..so that'd beeee green?, grey?, brown?...uhmm how bout all of the above?
Hair Color: used to be blonde now its a natural brown
Born: stoughton
Lives: randolph
Has Lived: randolph fo' life yo!
Nationality: italiano, tid bit of anglais, and sum other stufffff
Parents Names: John and MaryAnn
Siblings: Stefberrrt::peck peck
Pets: Lucy and sum plastic fishies that'll never die =)
Piercings/Tats: like 76 in each ear! jk i think ur up to like 13-14??? minus one recently...what a sad, sad day =( thats a damn tragedy =.(..

[Favorites]
Things To Do/Interests: scrapbooking, the sims, solitaire, tv, boardgames, learn how to drive manual trans.
Color: peeenk, limey greeen, baby blue
Subject(now or when he was in school): Bio & Math
TV Show: Trading Spaces, Design on a Dime, Curb Appeal, 24, CSI, Medical & Cosmetic Surgery shows
Movie: Mean Girls, Freaky Friday, Armageddon ;)
Type of Music: same as meee, plus sum weird rap stuff
Perfume: that red one that u left at my house (Vic.Secret?)
Friends: welll u could have alot more if u tried but i gess ur lil RI crew, the randolph girls u go to brunch with and a bunch of girls frum randolph high that u bump into when ur with me but claim u guys arent really friends....riiiiite

[Past]
Where did he/she go to school?: RHS
What was his/her childhood like?: "Hi Grandad..Hi Grandad!...Hi Grandad!..Hi Grandad!" haha =)
Pets: Tara
Relationsips: "Who Cares"

[Future]
Does he/she want to get married?: yes
What does he/she want to name his kids?: yes but stef will be having them for her haha
Do you think he/she will make a good spouse/parent? yes
What are his/her family values like? a lil more uptight than mine
Where does he/she want to live? New England or FL maybe, or over to England for a while
What does he/she want for a pet? 2 or 3 dogs

[You and Her]
What is your Fave Physical Feature on him/her? lips, eyes, smile
Why are you with him/her? that's not explainable really =) (good call)
Do you have a song? Fill me in
What song reminds you of your relationship: MANY many songs

Date:	2004-07-14 09:02
Subject:	i don't believe you.
Security:	Public
Mood:	pissed off
Music:	Mario Winans feat. Black Rob- "This is the Thanks I Get"

wow... first u look me in my eyes and lie right to my face. then when i ask for the truth u lie to me again and again and again. i dont even get an apology and u have nothing to say to me like u don't even care about how i feel......that hurts. i can hear my heart pounding in my chest.

...but im still here, i didnt flip out on you, i didnt yell at you, would u do the same for me?...you dont want me to be mad at u anymore, well i dont want you to lie to me anymore...

Date:	2004-03-17 04:38
Subject:	Action!.......aaaaaaaaaand ...CUT!
Security:	Public
Mood:	pleased
Music:	Usher: "Burn"

On a lighter note:
I've had friends trim my hair or line it up a few times before but the FIRST time i let one of my friends REAALLLY cut my hair...and i must say that it came out good. Not bad for a good 2 or 3 hours of work (no really im not kidding- it took that long), not bad at all. I was a lil nervous at first, and it needed a lot of fine tuning in the end but all in all with sum of my technique, the results are decent. Im used to having to go home and fix it up after i go to bo-ricks, but I think Austin might be my new barber...with some practice and a lil help from myself ofcourse ; )
Well, that's all...im bout to hop in bed.
nite.

~PS: sorry i didnt really get to talk to u tuday bebe. i could tell that u were mad on the phone, but tuday was a busy day and gettin my phone turned back on was a pain in the ass, and driving in the snow is not fun at all.
Love you bebe!!

...and i still can't beat Tony's (lucky) high score in Pac-Man....DAMN IT!

Date:	2004-03-12 17:39
Subject:	An Apology
Security:	Public
Mood:	guilty
Music:	(commercials on tv)

baby,
im sorry that you read the last entry and were so hurt. Im sorry for writing it but i was upset. u agree with me that when you are mad or upset you write in your journal things that u might not agree with again when u go back and read them later, but u were just blowing off steam at that point in time. Remember when i used to complain that whenever you were mad u would write in you journal and make me sound like a dick? U didnt mean to, you were just venting, but u allowed me to read them. so u understand where im coming from.
I want you to understand that i would N E V E R in a million years say what i wrote you becuase i know it would hurt you and that's why i made it private so that i could express my anger and not have to say anything to you, and then i would get over it. I would never expect you to go on to my journal because i never use it so things things that i don't want you to. I would expect the same treatment from you. If you didnt want me to read somthing then make it private and i won't, that way u can say wuts on your mind and not hurt my feelings.
You of all people should be able to understand this because you used to tell me that you write things in your LJ that u can't tell me. I can't apologize for the entry becuase it was how i felt at the time...i dont feel the same way now, but i do apologize for it making you so upset, and i wish i could take it back.
I LOVE YOU.
~Phill

Date:	2003-10-27 18:42
Subject:	Just words on a page?
Security:	Public
Mood:	indifferent
Music:	n a d a, but im feelin sum Avant rite bout now

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im not goin to post wut i wrote bc it was how i felt yesterday and i am talkin to u on the phone rite now and ur getin upset just thinkin about what im writing.

if i mean as much to as u say i do then i hope u'll do wuts rite for us..

because

i love you

Date:	2003-10-15 00:35
Subject:	Returnin' the Favor...
Security:	Public
Mood:	aggravated
Music:	DMX: Stop Bein Greedy

Y is it that everyone and there fucking mother comes to me askin for favors and always want to dip into MY pockets but then when it comes time to return the favor they are no where to be fuckin found. i have to chase ppl down for my money. i do them a favor by LENDING it to them NOT 'GIVING' it to them and then u would think that since i did them a favor that they would make an effort to pay me back...and im not talkin bout nickels and dimes , i mean 100's of dollars and a few thousand when u total it up..but no instead i have to hunt ppl down and here piss poor bullshit excuses and whiney stories about y they dont have it...or i get asked y i havent been around askin for it...BECAUSE i dont have time to chase u, U SHOULD BRING IT TO ME MOTHERFUCKER! D A M N i hate sum ppl that i thought were my friends. im sick and tired of bein nice about this shit. ppl owe me...and it shouldnt be like this. im out